insanity is the doorway to freedom

i can't remember where i read that line but doesnt it make you feel better? wheeee!!! we're insane!!! i like to move it!!! move it!! i like to move it move it!!

What some docs call depression. i'm still cringing at that term. what IS depression but an umbrella term to describe what so many of us are stuck with

Over the last week I have received a lot of emails from women who are dealing with similar issues. Ladies, I will not share any of your info on this blog. Anything you 'relate' to me about is strictly confidential. I have decided to keep blogging about depression and anti-d's in hopes that this blog is found by others who just simply like to hear they are not alone. for some reason its ok to talk about viagra but anti-d's get you stares like you need to be locked up

indeed there are some days i should be locked up. i went to jail once. an ex boyfriend who was smaller than me height and weight wise said some horrible things to me in front of my then eight year old boy. he told me he didnt want my kid around. my boy burst out crying. he lunged at me with his hands up to try to choke me so i reached up and backhanded him . yes, backhanded him. i didnt even nail him hard although given a chance for a repeat i woulda made sure to knock some of those teeth out. of course since i 'made contact' first i went away to the cop shop.

so there i am. convicted and put in jail. i like orange i told you that already. i couldnt help but giggle when it was time for court and they chained all us orange chicks up together..i guess that's what they call the chain gang. then they paraded us past the guys cells and it was like watching monkeys at a zoo. i guess jail guys like hot jail chicks. Jes the badass.

the judge laughed when he heard why i was there. the cops took my business card and looked up my website and said cool site!. when my 'crime' was being read aloud some wild chick in the background muttered, 'BITCH i tried to stab my boyfriend with a knife, what the f#$@ ms. smacker of boyfriends doing here taking up our court time"

christ i dont know why i share this. its not bragging rights. but hey you guys out there..you're all ok. that schizo feeling we get around pms and full moons..hey we probably outnumber the normal ones