go with the flow

well i feel a bit better as we have established a timeline as to when my butt needs to be in waikiki to open the door for the internet guy..april 24th people. which means i may go sooner and just sit in the dark without a computer but oh yea there's sunlight over there so i'll be too busy for computers

i woke in a bit of shock this morning after a twelve hour slumber..obviously needed it. kudos to husband for watching the baby while i caught up.

spent the last two nights actually stressing about getting a nursing license reinstated that i DONT need, and looking for jobs i DONT need, talking with nurses saying in a nice way, wtf do you want to be a nurse again if you dont have to? Oh i suppose this is all part of a journey, we all have paths presented to us and i'm the curious one who likes to at least step on each one to see whats up ahead.

truthfully i dont want to be committed to a 9 to 5 job right now, and right up ahead is a summer i can spend with the baby and my older son if he decides to come out, the income from akai is plenty. we dont even technically need it unless we get greedy and want to go live in a bigger condo area. which might happen.

i dont understand SELF sometimes always choosing the uphill path and struggling to get things done and spending hours on the phone with IRS, STATE BOARD, etc when all that is needed is to make sure the kid has a healthy snack and i mail out the latest items that sold in the store. how hard is that. and why do i have to make it harder.

seems i like effort and challenge.

should really just kick back and hold on and let things coast for a while and quit busting ass to hurry a state board along that's on their own pace and not worry about jobs i dont need yet