i've been a frickin zombie all day from lack of sleep. sleep and food are so very important to a healthy functioning mind. we won't go into why i didn't sleep much last night.
so it feels like i lost a day..zombie-hood is only good for maintaining the toddler's food, activity and potty status. mom slumps over in a half breathing state and waits for bedtime. no work was done..it was tough enough to plan lunch.
and now..i'm free to sleep, the kid is in bed. most of the neighbors have shut up. but darkness and outdoor coolness ...oh i'm awake now. kewl..now what? lay in a single bed and stare at darkness and let the mind run in circles (i'm contemplating reading up on hospice nurse care) . should i plan the next three years of life? sleep????? that's only possible after 11.
i think the energy of oahu has sparked me back to life, after a long dull sleep on big island (sorry big island, love you for what you are). but haven't had full rich deep sleep since we've landed here. might have to go on vacation to sleep..but i seriously doubt i will sleep when i am on vacation..too many..distractions :)
surely a long hard surf session will make me sleepy?
i welcome the activity tomorrow..morning fast paced walk, fast veil production, fast anything. i want there to not be enough hours in the day to complete projects. will make the next two weeks go by faster, hopefully.
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