i dont even know what to say cuz i'm not on my usual morning sugar high. the fact that i'm getting my wisdom teeth taken today does not bother me as much as dealing with a morning without coffee. i can't cope. i hope no one asks me my name, my brain is flat lined and i can hardly write. wow am i addicted. i need a twelve step program for coffee. a friend told me coffee spikes insulin levels for nine hours. it's probably true. i crash later and then am damn tired and grumpy. oh but the high in the morning. i get a lot done.
what makes it worse is its a cold morning in hawaii. mainlanders think its always warm here. seriously since we've been back from arizona i think i've seen the sun for about 20 minutes total. that sucks. i know..rainforest..but gray skies chip away at my psyche. i think i require more sugar to counter the effects of gray skies and cold weather. gimme sun people. give me a long expanse of perfect, dry, colorful desert with clear blue skies and a startling sunrise and i'll see if i can infuse the sun energy instead of drink coffee. but i'm not sure i'm willing to try giving it up til we leave this rainy gray place.
and..they took away the one beach we liked to visit. they are re-doing the boat ramp and you know construction workers love to drag their feet. the only way in is to walk over glass sharp lava rocks. not something i want to do with a heavy board in hand. bitch bitch bitch. hawaii aint the end all paradise . i miss oahu but you have to live in a tiny closet on oahu unless you are rich. crap. i still have three and a half more hours.
those that are still emailing me last minute stuff..sorry i'm too fuzzed to write back. my brain has left the building.
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