there see it???? see that big mass of red? that's over the big island, um, the one i live on..notice how little oahu way up near the top is high and dry. my asshole friend called yesterday to hoot and holler about how sunny it was and how the waves were great. i'll get you Gary.
so i'm psycho analyzing self lately and wondering if my lack of enthusiasm to do anything has more to do with rain and gray skies (every day) or because i went and messed with the antidepressant a couple months ago. i tried to titrate off of it (look up previous antidepressant tag) got all the way down to 2mg and just lost it. felt horrible. cried all the time. took 10 mg and within a day felt like self again. determined that self probably needs celexa to properly operate from now on. so i went back up to 20mg (my original dose was 30) ..did fine. again not sure if this two week bout is due to rain, post surgery, low celexa..probably a combo of. but i feel very listless and badly need an infusion of sun
when the skies are gray its like living in night mode all the time. messes up the clock.
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