Sunday, March 8, 2009

i need something to light the fire





blah. yeah i know its late at night and what is there to do ..but i have absolutely no urge to go around updating website pages. i tried for about 20 minutes and shut it all down, what's the use. its not the costume cheat sheet gallery, this is what should be a simple udpate to the colors page. am just not feeling it. i remember i used to sit up late trying to get it all done, updating pages, emails , more online reading. something is on hiatus right now, the urge to keep going at a fast speed?

i know some people must think i'm nuts to consider dropping this to part time and going back to 'work' . a job that allows me to stay home..blah blah. i don't understand it myself, and i know it waffles all the time, but there's been many times lately where i just have to make myself do things. the heart is still in it on some days. i'm not idea-less. it's more like i think about what i could do in a few hours of time than try to revamp the site again or work on this, or read this, or brainstorm this.

well. sat and looked thru old digital photos earlier to see if there was anything i wanted to re-do on the site. it's raining, the tv is out, the kid is asleep and i'm going nuts from boredom. might go to waikiki later this week just to go sit on a dry island.

would love to feel the sun about now

posted are some old pics, reminding me i suppose that the sun will return.

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